yOOoOOOoOOOooOOshh~!

quite sumtimes lama nyer haku x membloging.. adlh laa berbulan2 kot.. hohoho
kenapa? ( coz am trying 2 stand back on ma own )
hahaha ntah paper kan.. o.~
alaaa lagikpon siyesly haku bz gaban nk mampos + dah baper bulan dlu haku xde laptop.. hahaha
laptop haku dah barai.. semo hilang... ( cam apa yg penah haku ada )
masa tuh tatau nk ckp apa.. tp 1 per 1... semo hilang.. harharharhhar
sedey betol jadik haku nie...
xper2 think +ve NoEL... EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON~!!!

apa haku wat skang ek? ermmm haku pon tatau haku wat apa... pegi uni balik uni..wat bodo men game, stuck depan tv criter korea..pagi kol 6 bgun stuck tgok v.klip pat mtv.. ari mgu pagi kluar jog, men tennis..menapak utk 2jam den balik umah tgok movie smpi mlm..mkn + masak klu rajin..
cam xde life langsung~.. bersosial? ntah haku cam malas nk melibatkan diri dalam suasana sesak manusia yg akan BERCERITA TIPU..~!!!
patot tahun nie haku free byk dan patot byk bersosial..ntah napa haku pilih utk mendiam pasif..
pasif shingga rmi teman2 pk haku dah totally menghilangkan diri.. mana ada babe~.. haku ada jek d tepi dunia... merenung atas KETIDAK LAYAKKAN~! utk berada dimana yg sepatutnyer haku berada sblm nie...
haku berpikir.. apa sbnr nyer manusia tuh nk? apa yg haku nak skrang?
ermm haku just nk cita2 haku tercapai... hOhO.. tp tatau semo cita2 tuh tercapai ker x.. kerna 1 nyer dah tgl byg2..~
kenapa haku nk kene ada cita2? kan best klu haku xde cita2.... haku bley jlnkan kehidupan haku.. like just follow e flow n let times decide everythg for me..~

haku bobal ngan hosmet haku.. klu bley undurkan masa... haku pilih masa haku 15 tahun..
haku akan ubah apa yg patot ( PnC laa babe~ hoho )~ supaya apa yg blaku hari ini terhadap haku.. xkan berlaku....regret? ntah.. tatau.. x kot.. tp haku pasti.. klu haku dpt undurkan masa sedikit.. haku dapat memperbetolkan keadaan dan handle ngan lebih baik.

haku yg skang sedikit demi sdikit berubah jadik seorang yg asing.. ( aiyOOoOOok alien~! haha)
ntah haku pasti haku berubah menjadik seorang yg lebih pasif , kejam , berhati kering , obssesis, macam ala2 watak jahat dalam citer fairy tales yg sgt membenchi kan... hahahaha)
ntahlah..tp haku tau geng2 yg dskeliling haku x slese ngan perubahan itu.. tp slese x slese dah berbulan2..dan mereka dah mula adapt smula dgn new NoEL.. dan haku pon dah mula adapt ngan diri haku yg itu~ even lecturer haku pon dah adapt ngan haku yg skang nie...
hahahaha tp penah suatu ketika 1 of e lect tanya haku... kenapa haku memilih jln yg haku pilih skang.. then haku just jwb.. ntah mebi melancholik dalam diri haku dah x dpt utk dibuang...dah totally sebati dalam darah dan jiwa... hahaha ( lect. haku termenong biler haku ckp camtuh..) den haku senyum sinis dan blah dgn gaya macho nyer~ hahaha

wahhh skang haku dah obesiti smula... menchik giler sey.. hahaha..tp once dlu haku dah aneroxia..tp haku rasa best plak masa aneroxia... ( pain dat satisfied me alot.. n me dont think alot) hahahaha skang plak dah terbalik... jadik obesiti .. ( bukan berat tp dah obes ) giler aaa
ada chance nk kene sakit jantong .. hahaha

ermm lagik beberapa ari lagik haku nk state exam... buku pon haku x penah bukak.. klas pon byk lagik haku nk kene rework ...sbb haku byk ponteng...
ntah mana pegi semangat haku.. haku dah xde semangat... mebi nk kene g bertapa pat gua2 slama 3 bulan den mebi semangat hutan ker semangat hantu kelendahau ( hantu tetek dalam bahasa sabah ) meresap masok dlm jiwa haku den haku baru bersemangat smula.. hahahaha..biOL..~

ermmm
skang haku addicted ngan 1 lagu dari utada hikaru... best2 tahap niwana laaaa..
sbb ... hahahahah

Japanese Romaji Lyrics:

Heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite
Waratte iyake ga sashite
Raku bakari shiyou to shiteita

Naimononedari buruusu
Minna yasuragi wo motometeiru
Michitariteru no ni ubaiau
Ai no kage wo otteiru

Taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita
Anata ga arawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakute mo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo
Arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomoni ayumou

I’m gonna tell you the truth
Hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu
Watashi wo ouen shite kureru
Anata dake wo tomo to yobu

Tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ninarimashita
Anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara
Jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo
Don’t you give up
Oh misute nai zettaini

Zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba
Yori issou tsuyoku hikare au
Ikurademo ikurademo ganbareru ki ga shita
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayaki dashita
Kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara
Kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Hitori ni sasenai

English Translation:

You tell lies with a straight face
Laughing in a sick way
You always said that we should just have fun

Feeling blue over asking so much
Everyone is seeking for peace
You’re struggling for more, but you’ve had enough
Now you’re just chasing after the shadow of love

Since the day you appeared
My boring daily life has begun to shine
Now I can think that I’m all right even when I’m lonely or in pain
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Through sick times and healthy times,
On stormy days and sunny days, let’s walk together

I’m gonna tell you the truth
I chose a secret painful path
And you came to support me
You’re the only one I can call a friend

Fake displays of strength and being greedy have become meaningless
Since the day you loved me
Even when I’m free and have inner strength, it’s pointless when I’m alone
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Oh Just a little more
Don’t you give up
Oh I’ll never abandon you

If this cruel reality tries to tear us apart
It’ll just bring us closer than ever
Somehow, I have a feeling that we’ll be able to do our best
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

My ordinary life has suddenly begun to shine
Since the day you stole my heart
I thought I could deal with loneliness and pain
I’m just a prisoner of love
Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me
My baby, say you love me
Stay with me, stay with me
Don’t leave me alone

(Translated by: Sanosuke and Nasudaijin)

yOp~ sampai sni jerk k0t nie ari... hOhO sbb dah lama x blogging n rmi plak tegor lama haku x memblogging.. haku pon sndr dah gatal jari lama x memblogging..tp idea kering kontang plak.. hoho

jaaa~